all i needed is just a simple love.
started a small family when the time is right.
for seems like i no longer wish for it.
my heart.. pumping hard to get the blood moving..
onces its tired..
will be dead

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Friday, October 3, 2008>
a year past
nothing is done.
nothing changed.
seems like its always at the orginal position.
laugh at me..
seems like i cant do anything right.
not even in a relationship..
what's more.
time will prove the limit of my tolerance.
time will prove how much i love you.
time will prove how much i really care for you.
time will prove the misery.
time will prove the happiness.
time will prove everything.
time will prove what am i to you.
time will prove if you love me.
yes.
and when is the time?
soon?
next second?
next minute?
next hour?
next day?
next week?
next year?
or when i die..
