the story of me and fat has come to the end.
nothing can be done anymore.
but i wish miracle happens
i wish miracle happens
im upset.
but i dont want you to get worried.

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Saturday, February 28, 2009>
i was so disappointed when i heard that..
whether is it true or not..
i hope you tell me..
life without you was just not right.
i felt like falling down..
but then i kept strong cause im waiting for you.
i really hope what i heard is not true..

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Sunday, February 22, 2009>
dragonboat had come to the end for 2009.
was quite disappointed and upset..
well.. entered into final.. knowing that is compeitive..
knowing there's something to achieve..
but just suddenly... under some circumstances..
we lost it.
irwan teared.
i see him i also teared..
and besides the two of us...
i am sure more from the team are also very disappointed about it..

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Sunday, February 15, 2009>
i hope u can just talk to me again...
start all over again...
am waiting

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Saturday, February 14, 2009>
i dislike this day.

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Wednesday, January 21, 2009>
many things happened..
at work..
at home..
felt lost.
hope he is there for me.
hope he listens to my problems..
missing him.

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Thursday, January 15, 2009>
life isnt good. not even at work
